Arms high and heart abandoned.

Big girls do cry,

2009-12-29T02:07:00.001+11:00

Happy 18th Birthday, Jennifer Lim Li Yi!

We can happily laughed like nobody business, see the down moments of both of us and either of us will start laughing at each other, having heart to heart talks even in mac's or even just by walking the streets. The list goes on and on; You make me smile, laugh out loud, annoying random strangers on the roads, every time. Getting stare by strangers and shout back at them "Oi, stare what stare". What's all the 6 years of friendship without all these? And, I want to make you cry and wasted on your burdy! HAHAHA! Lots of loves in the world, <3

Remember this photo? HAHAHHA!

It comes and gone.

2009-12-25T05:02:00.002+11:00

Merry Christmas.

I receive a text message today and it goes like this "It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air. Merry Christmas....." I can't deny that this is true. Oh well, /Bummerxzzzzz

I'm browsing all the 400+ pictures at Orlando.The investment of time in traveling from one country to another. was.... "Arrghh" I'm having jetlag and wide awake at 4 in the morning. I spend a lot time talking to my brother. In the cold, I could spend time with my family visiting attractions. Everynight, I'll filled up the pages with words. The only pages I could write what I really felt. And, it's been nine days, I miss you.

Spend the first few hours of Christmas at Uncle's house. Gifts exchanges, alcohol, playing taboo, listening to the older generation singing, and there was a family pride going on with hindi names? Joke. And, lastly Happy birthday Brandon! Your new name, Josieeeeee! (:

I'm restless now, the earth itself is shaking to set me loose, and the sky is not dark at all and the sun is gonna rise soon. I didn't see the truth coming, why can't secrets just kept as secrets? Maybe afterall, there's no secrets in this world. This is disappointing or rather you're the another disappointment. Time, it spins me all away.

X'mas tree at Disneyland. :)

5.02 am, Goodnight.

Longest plane ride, ever.

2009-12-18T12:04:00.001+11:00

Buckle the belts, put on my jackets and let's hit for orlando. It's one of the longest plane ride I sat in my 18 years of life. Nearing 10 hours to moscow, 10 hours to houston, 3 hours to orlando. The amount of complaining polluted by my brother and me was uncountable. K whatever, at least no more plane rides for the next 7 days or so. But...thrilling rides. (Y)

Here's something random, I saw more than thousands of stars in the clouds in the plane. And, it always reminds me of many things. There's always been something about charting the stars that appeals to me. On a really dark night, you can see between 1000 and 1500 starts, and there are millions more that haven't been discovered. It is easy to think that the world revolves around everything, but all you have to do is stare up at the sky to realize it isn't that way at all. Sometimes in life, we want something so bad that it almost seems too far but the tough cycle we experience just to achieve it means glory to us. It's all worth it.

Will blogged again, Tired.

Further down the river,

2009-12-12T02:54:00.001+11:00

Dear self,

Im done typing backspacing typing backspacing again, always.
Blogging has become boring, and I'm enjoying my holidays.
Wait till, I've regain my blogging mojo.
I don't want 2009 to end.
Oh how, comforting.
Can't you see?
-chuckles-
♥

2 months of break.

2009-11-23T01:34:00.000+11:00

Hello sunny island. :D
I want time to pass slowly now.

It feels like a dream that I'm back, seeing everything. Words can't suffice how over the moon I am. :)

Don't ruin it.

2009-11-19T22:23:00.005+11:00

Exams are gonna be over tmrw, screams. Time to party, (Y) I don't have any blogging mojo, oh heck.

We got told off by a woman on the street. She asked us the way to federation square, and we told her she was walking in the wrong direction. She told us she was trying to find the government town hall, which we had no clue of. Apparently, she claims that town hall is different from government town all. She looks at us up and down (im not even kidding) tells us to go look it up on the internet because we should know since it's very important and walks away. And, Ali was hilarious shit, he started imitating her actions. And, the woman actually walked back and did a typical tyra bank finger signal which was holy shit. I hope she gets mauled by a bear.

It's touching omg I teared after watching it. I'm away for more than 2 months, and I miss my family and everything back home very much. I've experience countless homesick, and my parents have been always there for me to comfort me. I can't imagine going through 7 months away, but I really admire the strength for these young kids being apart from their dad for that long. Just look at their kid's face.

Life suddenly seems so short.

My heart is pining for you.

2009-11-14T00:04:00.003+11:00

School's out, I'm gonna miss going to school. No doubt, college has been fun and time passes like the wind. I dread next Tuesday, accounting and maths paper, yet looking forward to next Friday when exams end. Wohoooo!

Went to school for an hour for tutorial, and head over to state library to study. 4 hours of productive studying. (Y) State library will be our second home, the next few days. At night, met up with kt and Angeline for our last dinner. Kt never changed much since summer school 3 years ago, Haha! Have a safe flight back this Sunday, and I'll see you next year when your uni starts.

And, Happy 18th Birthday Wen li.

Guys will be guys.

2009-11-12T03:40:00.001+11:00

It's just a short-lived friendship, afterall. I thought you were a decent guy, who love your girlfriend back home. I trusted you, and you told me that you'll never go to the brothel. What happen? You told me you're down, guys has their needs, this bullshit. Bloody hell, 17 year old visiting a brothel. Fuck you, dude. Sorry, I told you before that if you ever visit a brothel. That's the end, and I mean it. I'm sorry, save your explanation.

Life is a drama.

2009-11-11T23:49:00.004+11:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Nurul Syafinah James!

Hope you like the perfume, you make me broke. Just kidding, haha. Thanks for the dinner treat! Lots of loves! And, awesome night, with awesome company. All of us make today as thou it's our last day of school, I love you guys!

Last day of school tmrw, hooray! :D

Stop bushfires!

2009-11-09T22:21:00.001+11:00

It feels like desert, hot, dry wind. Mrs scoobs was saying that it's a high possibility that the temperature will hit up to more than 40 degrees sooner or later. :( I want the cold, chilling, wind back. Worst, the moment I stepped into my room despite my windows are opened. It feels like sauna. For a mere second, I thought sleeping with topless will ease the suffering. To my dismay, I was sweating all over.

Save me.

I've a secret plan.

2009-11-08T23:24:00.004+11:00

It's spring, yet it hit 35 degrees today. It's hotter than Singapore, tell me about summer? :( It was effing hot, and it feels like the earth is burning. Yoowh, skip lunch and dinner thanks to slurpee and boost. Spend the entire day at State library studying w A. 4 more days of school, screams for joy.

Crown on Saturday. The guys went into the casino, and we went to the arcade. The amount of money spend in the arcade scares me. :/

Loser.

Old good times.

2009-11-07T02:26:00.003+11:00

It' feels great talking to the both of them, love you girls.
Cindy's prada = panda HAHA!
And,

Jennifer says:

IRIS, SHE SO IDIOT, 18YRS OLD BRING WINNIE-THE-POOH BAG OUT TODAY.

Joke, as always. (Y)

Tumor face is annoying, today.

When are you girls gonna stop falling? HAHA!
Randomly, I miss those days.

Oh J, I miss your perm hair, HAHAHA! Char, I miss you too!

Can I go back to secondary school days?

Turn, drive, dash.

2009-11-05T23:54:00.002+11:00

I'm suppose to be happily snuggled up in my bed, thinking happy thoughts & smiling to myself. Instead I'm having a thousand and one thoughts running through my head, being scared for exams this and that and wondering if I'm gonna screw up. Some of the little things are out to get me to play with my quivering emotions.

I miss your voice, I miss you. :(

4th.

2009-11-04T23:45:00.003+11:00

I miss you.

You can rest easy tonight,
Everything is gonna be alright i promise,
Go to sleep and dream of me tonight,
Everything may not be perfect but at least we try.

So tonight sweet dreams and sleep tight,
Ive been trying so hard,
Cant get you of out of my mind,
And if this is how it has to be,
Just promise you wont forget me,
And i will leave you with this lullaby tonight.

I know that this hurts you, it hurts me too,
I wish there was something i could do,
To make it easier for you,
Sometimes its tough to soon to call it love,
But i wanted to, yeah i wanted to,
But its too late now to say all,
The wonderful things that i thought of you.

Take it all away,

2009-11-03T22:12:00.002+11:00

Whats' Melbourne cup day? Horse racing in Melbourne and we get holiday. Spend the holiday studying with the usual's. 7 more days of school, and we've 3 tests line up before the exams.

After talking to sharene, we digress the topic to our English essay "Do you agree/disagree a test should be implemented to be a parent". And, it's hilarious having a debate over msn.

--
Some of the songs I have listened to everyday. How can lyrics leave bruised somewhere? How can that not turn me into the sort of person reliable to break into bits when your love goes all right or wrong? What came first, the music or the misery? Did I listen to music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to music? Do all those records turn me into a melancholy person?

People worry about kids playing with guns, and teenagers watching violent videos; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about us listening to thousands of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss. The unhappiest people I know, romantically speaking, are the ones who like acoustic/rock music the most; and I don't know whether acoustic/rock music has caused this unhappiness, but I do know that they've been listening to the sad songs longer than anything else. How true is this?

Studying film studies during English is (Y).

I'll run to be emancipated.

2009-11-01T23:46:00.000+11:00

Everyone, everywhere in Melbourne is having exams period in November. 16 more days to exams, and the wait will be over in a few days. I had enough of it for this semester and we'll let million,young, old, teachers rest in peace without students cursing at their theories.

Happy Birthday Grace! :D

Can you hear me? Does anyone around me,
Feel the way that I feel now?
Cause from the window where I sometimes cry,
I just want to see Your face tonight,
And I'm willing to lose everything I am.

Lifehouse-broken.

2009-10-27T22:51:00.002+11:00

My itouch was being cranky and keep playing emo songs the entire day. :/

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight,
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time.
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts,
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out.

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing,
With a broken heart that's still beating.
In the pain there is healing,
In your name I find meaning.
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on,
I'm barely holdin' on to you.

I'm hangin' on another day,
Just to see what you will throw my way.
And I'm hanging on to the words you say,
You said that I will be ok.

Expectations are evil.

2009-10-26T22:13:00.006+11:00

Even though I'm here in Melbourne, I still love reading Singapore news online every now and then. Don't get me wrong, it's not so much to keep myself updated to what's happening back home, it's more like a form of entertainment for me.

I laughed non-stop the entire day. Our cravings wasn't satisfy cause the shops were closed on monday. My toblerone ice-cream dashed. :( Anyway, we went to study with darnal & rishi at starbucks after that. I feel so happy after knowing that sharene finally knows how to do logarithm. (Y) College bombard us with tests, everyweek.

Joke outside darnal's room, HAHAHA!

Sharene: Did I left anything behind?
Me: Yeah, you left your virginity inside!
Both: HAHAHAHHAHAHA!

I can't stop laughing at this picture! HAHAHHAHA!

But who can remember pain, once it's over? All that remains of it is a shadow, a hurt inflicted towards the mind. Pain marks us, but too deep to see. Out of sight, out of mind.

Say all I need.

2009-10-22T11:25:00.007+11:00

What a traumatic technological malfunction experience.

3 more weeks of school, 2 week of exams, and hello sunny Singapore. At homeroom today, we were asked to select our subjects for next year, it's hard to come to a decision in 30 minutes. So many choices, some made in mere fraction of a second, other pondered over time. I'm sticking to the same, and decided not to study economics.

Always, I took life as a rock. What I know instead of rock, it's like a magic carpet, full of plays and terrors, slippy-wiggly thingy, there's more to life. I looked back at my life now, its a entirely new thing, surprised by a future I couldn't have predicted. I'm in my 7th week of college away from home, made me experience many things that I've never done before back home. No, it's not about the house party I've every weekends. It's a point of living life, independently. Frankly till now, it's not easy. The process hurts a lot. I learn to appreciate many things around me.

Go do the silly small things you love, and not care about being called silly. I like walking on the streets with music being played, running my fingers through the cold wind, trying to wriggle my last toe, smiling at small little kids, watching clouds and stars, paused for a moment to soak in the silence. All this seems of absolutely no significance to anyone now, except the precious few.

We've grown in many ways.

Wish you were here with me, everyday.

2009-10-19T22:31:00.001+11:00

Finally, it's feels like spring! :D

In less than 2 days, I spend 8 bucks on laundry. Today, I wasted 3 bucks to wash one jeans, just one jeans. So much for saving 2 bucks on the dryer, my room suddenly feels so humid thanks to the heater.

I'm getting very frustrated with the mess in my bag. All the sheets of papers, everywhere. My pen is running out of ink, and I hate Melbourne pens.

I wish I had pictures so I didn't have to bore everyone with my verbosity.

Tell me about it?

2009-10-17T13:34:00.009+11:00

When the clock struck 12am, "HappyDeepavali" with the heads spining right round.
Apparently, it's spelled as "Diwali". Joke, HAHAHA!

Houseparty wasn't as fun compare to the first time at Saud's place. Whatever, I didn't get drunk and was just plain high talking and laughing. But the alcohol level subsided, heck. Tian, I want the photoosssssssss!

Firstly, you self-invited yourself to the party when you saw us at the streets. No doubt, we can reject you straight in your face. Then again, can't you read our expressions? Like hello, are you blinded by the street lights at night. Secondly, it's barely an hour and you got drunk? You expect us to take care of you, no way. You were all over the guys, most probably your mind was just to get thier attention. Lastly, you're a nuisance.

It's sad that over time, I see how a relationship dies, how distant people can get, and how someone has a change of heart so quickly. Why is all these happening around me now? :( I'm waiting patiently for my mind to seek. Maybe, one week makes a lot of difference. Mate, please cheer up. It hurts to see you this way.

Have you ever completed an assignment and realised that oh my gosh, what did I just do? I could have done so much better. Dammit. *bangs head*

Make the best out of it.

2009-10-14T23:58:00.004+11:00

School has been fun.
Time always passes very fast.
I've hilarious teachers who do silly actions.
I've cranky friends who talks nonsensical jokes.
And, my frequent long breaks is (Y).
When time passes I'll be back home soon.
--

And, today I had heaps fun at urban life! (L)

Last but not least,

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, RISHI.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DARREN.
Hope you enjoyed yourself at the dinner yesterday. And, weekends will be a wasted night for both of you.

Sneak preview.

2009-10-10T14:51:00.006+11:00

While making our way to docklands last night, we sneaked into Etihad stadium to watch a soccer match. And, the size of the stadium was like "Wow". Call me noob or whatever, but it's the biggest stadium I've entered so far. Docklands was fun except that the weather ruined our mood, it was freaking 6°. :/

One day robots will cry.

2009-10-07T22:50:00.002+11:00

I need to start updating this blog. Or delete it. But I think I have emotional attachment to this. :( I think my brains have melted, with all the work/tests coming from school. Brain freeze anyone?

Like what I told my mate, I can't talk to the rest like how I talk to her. So, I guess you gotta stop giving me a grumpy face or attitude when I don't feel like sharing my sorrows with you. You need to understand. Let's be strangers to familiarity.

I saw Keri at the tram stop talked a little, but still time right. Haha.

Sometimes, I close my eyes and pretend. It doesn't work anymore but I still try. I will be with you, ensuring it last.

The joy in the world.

2009-10-04T14:11:00.000+11:00

I cut my hair, short.

Alcohol, music, laughters, talks, was awesome at Saud's place. Best part was seeing Darnal brother drunk moves was hilarious. My internet is being a total ass, it's taking ages to upload the photos.

Melbourne is now 3 hours ahead of Singapore, and it's sucks seriously. Why did Melbourne stop daylight saving? Tsktsk.

Happy happy happy to you.

Tonight gotta be a good night.

2009-09-28T01:55:00.000+10:00

My sleeping patterns always trick me! And, I don't know why. Life's been pretty much the same but interesting and fun, school during the weekdays, crashing each others room at night. And when it's time for the weekends, I'm out till the wee mornings. Can't believe I actually gotta go on a budget plan for the next 2 weeks. Mate, you know what you're suppose to do to save me.

2 days straight, we went seesha at Lagoon Street. Went over to Loof after that, and the music was off the hook seriously. And, it was a impromptu trip to seesha after we went Max Brenner on Saturday. On sunday, we went for grocery shopping and fool around at Woolworths. Went over to Isabella apartment, laughed non-stop thanks to all the silly actions. Another fun-filled weekends.

Don't be judgementally dude, we were merely comparing Asian guys with White guys in the club yet you got so worked out. You were siting down with folded hands, being a inspector gadget with your vicious eyes. You jolly well know what your mind is up too, sadly to say we were not affected by your cold actions. Whoops, you're just another typical guy who judge.

Recently, I've realized that there are increasingly more decisions I have to make. Mostly, I'm at a lost/ confused and apprehensive. But i have come to learn that, between my two hands, one holding terror and despair, and one hope, and day by day I make my choice.

Mate, you suck. HAHAHAHA! But it's awesome how we barely know each other less than a month, yet I can talk to you about anything. HAHAHA!

Goodnights, it's time to for bed. I miss you.

Floating and fighting.

2009-09-24T00:34:00.002+10:00

Baby close your eyes, don't open til the morning light,
Don't ever forget, we haven't lost it all yet.
All we know for sure, is all that we are fighting for,
Baby don't forget, we haven't lost it all yet.
♥

Meet me halfway,

2009-09-20T22:47:00.002+10:00

Another great weekends. I was all excited to blog, but the moment the page loaded in less than 5 seconds I suffered from word constipation.

Worst, I was being interrogated by 4 guys while waiting to cross the road nearing 1am on the way to supper this morning. :/ They scared my life, away. Went to Planetshakers church today and saw many familiar faces. Summer school reunion, HAHAHA!

And Sharene, you can stop greeting my day with "DO YOUR LAUNDRY".I did my laundry, already. Unfair, the rest of the students are having 2 weeks holidays except us since we just started school. :/

So close so far,
I'm lost in time.
Ready to follow a sign,
If there was only a sign.

Give me a reason.

2009-09-17T01:32:00.002+10:00

School has been pretty fun and passing by v fast, expect for accounts. Hot chocolate is a good kick-starter to any day, even on gloomy days. Not to mention, I had this massive headache and I felt so warm when I woke up, I freaked out and thought I had TSS - Toxic Shock Syndrome. Haha, it's fatal alright.

Ever felt like your life is moving at such a fast pace that everything seems like a blur? I'm not sure which direction I'm heading; not sure if what I'm doing is the right thing; not sure what is my purpose in life and stuff? Perhaps, that is what I'm experiencing. When the future seems bleak, and it's not turning out the way you had expected it to, what would you do?

I want to get Dr.Martens boots.

Where's the exit?

2009-09-13T20:43:00.002+10:00

Met up with Kellyn on Friday night, went to Max Brenner's. The chocolate is so good that you'll wanna weep for joy. After that, join the rest of the guys for pool and late night supper at Bourke street.

Went to do assignment around the city with Sharene. It was a Saturday and yet I went to buy Sunday Savers tram tickets. Whatever, I had fun walking around and laughing at you. HAHAHA! And hey you shorty, stop laughing at that statement k!

Spend the Sunday playing badminton and walking around. Ah, one week just past.

Stay with me, always.

2009-09-09T22:16:00.000+10:00

I think I will blog.

Melbourne weather is cold, it's spring yet It feels like winter. I haven't really done exploring Melbourne. Call me lazy, but I've been preoccupied with other things. Except hanging around the city streets near where I stay. K, I went to Sky High at Mt dandenong with my dad's friends last Saturday. And, I met up with Jack & Patrick at Flinders on Sunday night to catch up.

School started, and I've 2 assignment due next week. And a test, at least for now. I want to be wise, but I want to be happy too. But, it's not easy.

I miss my family, friends. And, Happy 9 day to you girls! I want to join you girls badly, but :(.

Reality's still a shit; i miss you.

Here's something for you girls!

2009-09-03T15:27:00.000+10:00

9! If friendship isn't everlasting then what are we for the past 6 years? I have faith that no matter what, it'll always stay the same with us, because that's what we are 9! Even thou, it's hard to comprise our timings for a group gathering; you girls will always stay in my heart. Continue to meet up k, I don't mean clubbing uh. *boucing eyebrows*
No matter where we're in, no matter how old we are, this is permanent and I'm not letting any single one of you go. Thank you girls for all the dedicated post!

It's been idontknow how long we last took a group photo!

Yes, luggage done. Im gonna have to chicken rice now. (:

Goodbye.

2009-09-03T14:49:00.003+10:00

Yes, I'm flying off tonight. As I look at the all photos I took for the past one week this morning, I was filled with mixed emotions; Overjoy and upset. I'll miss everyone, my last one week has been well-spend with all of you. And, I apologize to those that I didn't have a chance to meet you up. No doubt, It's painful to leave everything here for 3 months. K, I better stopped here. I'm holding my tears.

I'll update once I find internet over in Melbourne.

Goodbye, greenly Singapore.

Where's your reply?

2009-09-02T15:01:00.007+10:00

Why does it feels that everything seems different now compare to back then? Please don't tell me my departure is the cause or situations/talks we had. ):

Where is my magic school bus?

2009-09-02T03:34:00.001+10:00

I'm a hope-finder, dream-chaser, heart-racer. No, nothing stops it.

I better go pack my luggage now. ): Bye.

I need a Itunes freak right now,

2009-08-31T05:03:00.002+10:00

3.03 now, yet I'm talking rubbish. K, I can still feel the taste of crab inside my mouth. (Y)

What's next?

An enjoyable last weekends here w my favourite people!
Thank you for all the drinks!
Thank you for spending time w me!
Thank you everyone!
♥♥♥♥♥♥

Not for you, or you, and you.

2009-08-28T12:03:00.017+10:00

Dear Friday,

It is the 28th today. There are so many things that are ticking in my head. I see tangents of words in my mind. I try to speak but the tears choke the words. The future is blank and black, maybe it's a vast of ignorance in myself. I feel a part of me sparkle a little less every day.Struggled gravely for the night, when everything just crush me down. Silence was all. So, I went to bed thinking it would make my head feel better but no. The taste of salt as they rolled down over my cheeks to die on my lips. My fears begin to multiply.

Perish out of the world.

Thank you, bro.

18 years of my life, do you understand me? All you do is ___, be thankful for once? I'm fucking drained out, maybe I should just shut myself up.

Fight this battle,

2009-08-28T04:37:00.000+10:00

Prata boy, thanks for the prezzie. And, the words you wrote surprised me. It's time for you to embark on your new future, poetry. Forget about, engineering. Haha, kidding. You are so caught up with school and girls, you got no time for me anymore. :P

Finally, after months I saw Charine at C house. :)

I was thinking about how disjointedly time seemed to flow, passing in a blur at times, with single images standing out more clearly than others. And then, at other times, every second was significant, etched in my mind.

Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me,
Through rows of speeding cars.
The papercuts the cheating lovers,
The coffee's never strong enough,
I know you think it's more than just bad luck.

There there baby,
It's just text book stuff,
It's in the ABC of growing up.
Now, now darling,
Oh don't lose your head,
Cause none of us were angels,
And you know I love you yeah.

I don't have much time anymore and it's driving me crazy.

From exit to entrance,

2009-08-24T23:56:00.000+10:00

Fall and break away,

I always found it amusing how we always hurt ourselves so much at the end of the day, in ways we don't intend to. The present, where I'm alone in the solitude of my room, seems utterly perfect and carefree. Yet, I am exhausted and done with whispering of imploring words to placate my parents, especially.

You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down.
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down.

Off to dinner, goodbye.

Big girls don't cry,

2009-08-24T03:00:00.001+10:00

Jennifer,
The essay you type in your blog make me tear again. ): It's cool how no matter the countless things that have changed in my life thus far, you're still there not only standing by me watching these changes take place. This friendship mean the world to me and I don't know what I would do without you especially all the times I was down. You'll blabber nonsense with me, and not forgetting disturbing/commenting/intimating random strangers in public. The days where we used to play with strangers hair on the escalator, and burst out laughing. Old' good times. I've seen you grow throughout the years, for the better. Be happy with love and life itself. :) Please, don't cry anymore too. Love you.

xx.

Happy kids gets frolick, shiok. (Y)

Take a spin,

2009-08-23T02:11:00.005+10:00

The hardest laughter, I'd.

The countless times I laughed today; It's stupid. Laughed hysterically at a movie, laughing at people's body language in the train, laughing out loud just to wake everyone on the bus whose asleep. All thanks to Jennifer "Poisonous coke" at her house. HAHAHHAHAHA! Makes me miss those days where I used to laugh non-stop.

J is a idiot who mistook my phone for an air-con remote control, hilarious! The expression on her face was priceless. HAHAHA!

If love is an ocean wide we'll swim in the tears we cried,
They'll see us through to the other side,
We're gonna make it.

Make it better,

2009-08-20T15:30:00.003+10:00

Whirlpool of dreams.

They were seated by the balcony ledge, the crescent moon hanging low and bright in the black night sky above them. The silence between them spoke volumes, and neither had to say a word. Silence. Gingerly, A reached out to B. A tentatively placing her hand on B's arm; a silent extension of her heart. B looked up, confused at first, then realization. A slowly lifted her palm to B cheek, her hand was shaking, but he attributed it to the cold surroundings. As their skin made contact, the warmth seemed to burn out the cold around them.

“I’m sorry, I can’t do this…” B spluttered.
As B removed her hand from the face, got up and walk away. A sat alone in the night, the chilling wind blowing right through her bones..

1 more to go.

A trade of places?

2009-08-19T05:01:00.002+10:00

Just because you can, doesn't mean you should.

Ialwaystellmyselfoverandoveragainthatnomatterwhathappens, I'llsurvive. ThatIalwayssurvive somehow, I'llnotgiveuptilltheverylastbreathe. WhatifIjustcan't. And,thistimeisanexception,really.

Asdfghjklmnbvcxzpoiuytrewqz. Myheartskipsabeat.

There are millions of people in the world, yet there are too many inexplicable things around us. Horrors, mysteries, hypocrites; It draw us nearer to know such things existed and then inevitable deject our spirits. Your deceitful words/actions is getting on my nerves. If you think it's funny; But, no, it's not. Don't be too quick to judge. You don't know me well enough, or rather do you even know me? Your actions contradicts with your words... Where's your conscience? In retrospect, you'll regret the things you say.

I haven reach half of the words limit, yet there's one more left to complete. And, I feel horrible, shitty. >):

Time passes, without you knowing.

2009-08-19T01:46:00.001+10:00

A little messy for the first few months. To be honest, I loathe my class. Till, I met them. I know some of you wouldn't see this but this friendship meant dear to me, even though it was so short-lived for few months. I think about all the time we'd spent together, everything we did, the laughter, the gossips, and it makes me miss you guys. All the best for your exams, hang on tight, :) I'll see you guys very soon. ♥

"Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me." —Via Stephenie Meyers

Is this a game?

2009-08-17T03:25:00.008+10:00

A turn of head, so little time to cover everything,
I play so much that I don't even know when I'm playing anymore.

Me: What does "If i could, i would reverse time and make them stay." means?
Jen: I'll make you study hard for your Os, but nevermind I know your limits!

O.o,You're a total asshole.

I've 400 words to go before I hit the send button. I was on the verge to press delete when I saw the e-mail from them. Spoil my night. And, I have insufficient creative brain juice. :/

Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above the sky, the street lights glisten on the boulevard. And cold nights makes me stay awake so hard, just to gaze the night turn light blue. I felt, the stars explode around me. I stared back breathlessly as everything tumbled upon the unfamiliar objects. I barely had the chance to shout, cause it's just another dream. Back to reality.

Reading all of 9! blogs makes me miss all of you.

Brightest of all the colours.

2009-08-13T03:37:00.002+10:00

I'm a sloth, I'm lazy to update. Ohsugar seems complex to me, shall I stick to blogger? :/

Sometimes, the music you're listening to, can reads your heart and mind.

I want to break every clock,

the hands of time could never move again.
We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.

Don't make a sound.

2009-08-09T05:02:00.010+10:00

Buried your heads, and don't club!

Last minute impromptu meetup with K&M for my Meatball treat. But, I was too full; I'd dinner with my mum before that. And, I felt like the meatballs were rolling back up again. ): I love Ikea, it's the happiest place on Earth. And voila; the place to witness fights. Which their actions never cross my mind. 4KM FTW GUYS! :)

--
Let go of yourself, give yourself no boundaries or barriers. Fill your mind with nothing, everything. Don't ponder, don't think, all you need to do is;
Just feel.

Take a sad song and make it better.

2009-08-08T04:54:00.000+10:00

Doesn't matter, to me we've already won more than we could ever imagine. Stuff happens I guess, and we'll forever be asking whether things would be different if this were this way and that was that way, but it's over. Nevertheless, Im really proud of all of you girls and for all the effort you've put in. Still winners, all of you (: I love the team.

/It was an uneasy night w a heavy heart;I can't come up with the answers to that either. But suddenly; 4 6477 968. ):

Hanging there like a thread,

2009-08-07T13:24:00.005+10:00

I fall asleep on the table while writting. I vividly remember the time; 3.12am. My dream was weird and I woke up feeling a maelstrom of emotions running wild spinning out of control and clawing their way out, and wondering.

I need serenity.

I just want to show,

2009-08-05T11:53:00.001+10:00

♥ The one where we're sitting down and you pull me close. Hovering, breathing, anticipating the crush of closeness. The part where I'm just there and holding you in my arms. And, smile at me, your sweetest, and most serene smile. Where I know you're mine. Where I know that's where I'll be, loved by you. I love you, xx.

Up all the way we go.

2009-08-04T15:14:00.002+10:00

Photos, credits to xin hua!

Without fail, his vulgarities flying everywhere. But still, I love you brudder!

Join the high club at thirty-seven thousand feet.

2009-08-03T01:36:00.007+10:00

K it marks the end another weekends. Gathering at Sylvia house on Saturday with half of the classmates. For the 101th time, impromptu last minute decision to go phuture. The crowd was horrifying, everywhere was humans. However, awesome music and lots of dancing.. Right Priscilla? Heh. And, the company was great. :) Xin hua photoxz!!

-screams for Sharon for your virgin club! HAHAHAHA!
(Bouncing eyebrows)

My brother love to embarrass me whenever I go out with him. At times, I want to kill him. :/

Goodbye Sunday with you. ♥

In my head,

2009-07-31T14:29:00.000+10:00

A simple sms from you, but I appreciate it.
Im puzzled, why today? You still remember this day, don't you?

"All the best iris, this is the road that you took, i will be here for you. But altogether,its your decision and yours alone you have to walk the journey first then it will come after you. And stop thinking always and be basked in joy."

Dude, here's something for you; True love's everything everyone wants but not all is able to receive. "Life's too short, don't regret." Does this ring a bell to you?

Yes, I know sometimes I think too much, then there are the times I think too little, then there are the times I don't think at all. And then there's times when I don't see the severity for things and I suffer the consequences of my own actions, which is correct; It's logical. And I come out feeling demoralized and inferiority complexes and thinking "Huh? How did it come to this?" But yes it's my own fault but the worst part is that I didn't even see it happening. I didn't even see my actions being carried out.

But I knew what I was getting myself into so slap me if I ever expect any less of myself than what was set.

We all want things happy and according to plan without much trouble and it always starts out like that doesn't it? It always does. And, when troubles comes, I closed my eyes and ponder about it. The moment those lids lift up it's just a downward spiral. And it's an eternal struggle to climb my way back up on feet. Maybe, we get a taste of our own medicine and then regret pours in like a flood.

Hot stuff, Ash Stymest. :)

All I want from you, Give me a sense of assurance?

We are your friends.

2009-07-28T10:54:00.010+10:00

I'm feeling super lazy today :/ K, the idiots who never fail to cracks jokes in class. &All bored kids started webcam non-stop, xx.

Now this whole nonsense is repeating,

Fuck man, bug off dude.

When love takes over.

2009-07-27T10:45:00.001+10:00

My weekends were well-spent. All the conversations that I had with every single one of them was just the bomb and I want all of you to know that you people make me happy.

I shall blog in point form.

Got up at 9.30am which is abnormal for me on a Saturday.
Dentist which took 1 hour plus.
Subway with Clarrisa for lunched where I had a brain destruction of randomness.
Met up with Seok hui, and the guys. Apparently, everyone was late. Went over to Mind’s cafe at Clarke quay. Everything was hilarious; the forfeits haha!
I left; Just roaming around and talking, joking, laughing, and occasionally those stupid little fights with you were awesome. (: ♥

Got home at 3am, slept till 2pm. Dragged myself out of bed and into Tampines to meet the guys . Massive catching up with everyone. Let’s play DDR machine k? “Door Demolishing Remote”. Kishen you sucks big time! HAHA! As usual, ended up at gardens. And finally after idontknowwhen, I'd dinner with my family. :)

Six feets under the stars.

2009-07-24T00:24:00.002+10:00

Well done girls! 5-0(Rp Vs Sp)
I went to withdraw 30 bucks and I actually forgot to take the money from the atm machine. >):

Man I'll miss you even though you'll be back in December. Thanks for everything, dude. I don't know if you'll ever read this, but... thanks. And thanks for calling like right before you boarded just to talk and stuff. Take care buddy. Law school will be a bitch but have fun anyways. I want to see my twin "sister" k.

I can actually safely say, you have never failed to take my heart on a joyride when I'm with you, leave it pumping and invigorated, just when it's about to stop beating. ♥

Black or white!

2009-07-20T03:37:00.003+10:00

I don't know where all the time went because i realize its already 1.37am now. I feel much better now. Its all the restriction i get from my ankle. This cannot do, that cannot do; but I don't like the idea of being not doing anything. Then again, I Caught Iceage 3 in theaters with eye candy today. :) It was good. And, I love spending time with you.

Tsk Singaporeans, I was not offered a seat in the bus like my bandage not obvious for you to see.

Someday, somehow.

2009-07-19T02:24:00.006+10:00

Met up with Fringes at Habourfront! Dinner at Marche, chillax at the rooftop after that. Full of laughter's, relaxation and memories! Company was fabbb, yayness. It's always heart-warming to see you the girls when they're back in Singapore. Wooo, XY got a Caucasian guy in the states. -Raises eyebrows- All the teasing was hilarious. ((: Have a safe flight back!

Charmaine! I'm sorry that I couldn't join you girls at club on Friday night! Let me buy you a drink when we hit the club some other time k? Don't be upset! Double sorry, I tried my best to persuade Jennifer to go without me. But, J was being a total ass; "Without you,I don't feel like going leh." Geez.

I brought this onto myself ; tormenting. So much for being wanting to kick. -.-' Goodluck Iris. K, to summarize my week, I had sadness, fear and joy all in a week.

♥ Now and forever.

Paper cuts.

2009-07-15T12:24:00.007+10:00

I'm really getting fed up with the way you act. Like I always got to be the one to go and try to talk to you cause you don't give a fucking shit and it doesn't matter what I do cause it doesn't change the fact. It really amazes me how we used to be the good friends, yet now we're total complete strangers without any reasons. Complete strangers who hangs out with the same bunch of people. How retarded is that, not talking, distance each other when we see each. Maybe that's one of the many reasons, I stopped coming. Seriously stop it, Its getting tiring. Maybe not for you. :/

"If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it"

-Details in the Fabric.

Travel to the infinity.

2009-07-11T16:50:00.000+10:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Jeffrey! You knocked out pretty early last night, but hope you'd fun! Work hard for your Os k! Be a good boy! (:

What a day to start with, massive headache. ): Anyway, awesome Friday night at Zouk; Phuture. Dancefloor was crowded, it was crazyyy. Saw many familiar faces. Music was two thumbs up! Drink, drank, dance. All I know of was; My mind was slow, way down to zero. And, thank you girls for sending me home. I appreciate it. Total crash out.

I met up with Jen up for a impromptu late lunch today. I'm sorry that I made lost your keys yesterday! ): C&J came over my place after lunch for random reasons. And our dear Cindy started doing her work, retarded. K, i think Im still in clubbing mood. -.-

K, Im contemplating on whether I should go out tonight. Im going to rest again.

Is there anyone out there?

2009-07-07T00:01:00.000+10:00

I miss forming random sentences in my brain on long bus rides and typing them down in my phone.
I miss thinking. I miss having time to think before I react. I miss having to actually ponder about the little facts of life before actually turning them into my realities.
I miss secondary school life. I miss the class, the jokes, the people, everything. I miss disturbing C with the rest.
I miss so many endless things at once that it's dizzying just thinking about everything that I've been missing out on.
And, I miss you.

Ready, Set, Go.

2009-07-04T04:41:00.002+10:00

Met up the usual's. Played a drunken twister game which was hilarious to watch, and we have to forsake our original plan of cycling up to Changi to see Trannies. So much for us taking our bikes out of the house. We're just not fated to meet trannies. I think this is like the 3th failed attempt..

Each cluster of marks is a word, and each word is a sound in my head, and each time I typed another word, I hear the sound of my own voice, even though my lips are silent. I'll try my best to make this a year that I can at least look back on and smile. Before everything changes in another place.

I'm my own worst enemy.

2009-06-30T15:04:00.008+10:00

Staring into space would be much better than waiting right there. This is for you "Take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that" I'm sorry, R.

Someday you'll find me.

2009-06-25T02:01:00.006+10:00

School as usual. Met up with tingys together w bh and yh for dinner on Monday. Talked and update each other about the happenings things around. Ultimate.

Skipped lessons and seek refuge with Cindy & Jen at Kovan today. After that, went over to school for match. No school till 1st july!

Time really does take it all. There are things to ponder over, so many issues left unsolved, questions/accusations being asked. All I can do is stare blankly ahead, and be disappointed in myself. I feel totally lost and I don't know what I should do or how I should react. Each time I get into things believing that it will work out, but yet things work out differently. I feel like I'm a fool to you.

zzzzzzzzzzz.

Every moment last forever.

2009-06-20T04:21:00.008+10:00

Long day, but pleasant in its simplicity. Taking joy in the little things. All i need is your trust. Met up with Charmaine, Jennifer, Ivan together with the two Elleen's after match today. It was heart-warming to see the girls again! Talked to Charmaine practically everything in the world till we forgot the time at 1 plus. So much for saving money, cabbed back home. I miss secondary school days, really. :(

Joke of the day!
(A guy walked towards eileen to ask for her number)
Our dear Charmaine replied "She's a lesbian" HAHAHHAHAHA!

There's check up tomorrow. :( I know that no matter what I'll survive it, even if it means making sacrifices. It really frustrates me because I absolutely loathe this feeling. We all struggle with our pasts, I guess the strength is in using all that I've gone through to face the hurdles ahead. Please don't start aching at this point.

I have decided to quit watching OC.

For now.

我要睡觉.

I want to run, but only far enough for you to miss me.

2009-06-16T01:59:00.003+10:00

I manage to survive the day with 2 hours of sleep! Despite the thought of ponning school today, I still went. Spend the night with my favourite people at Haji Lane! I miss the old good times during training in secondary school and the bali kids! Let's go on another holiday soon k! Talked, laughed, seesha all the way!

Will upload all the photos on Facebook tmrw. I'm going to sleep now before I completely pass out or something.. Screwed up body clock.

Hey you girl! You've 6 more days left and you're off to states! :( Enjoy your summer school in USA okay! And bring back loads of goodies for me! Thank you for the birthday present. Love you! :)

You're one of a kind, #

Love is all you need.

2009-06-14T23:00:00.004+10:00

FTW! I'm back from 3days of soccer camp. Camp as a whole was awesome, really. Had fun bonding with each other throughout the 3 days even during trainings, games, cheering, dancing. My abdomen is hurting from limbering training. And thank you girls for the cupcakes and the song!

Funny thing on the way back home yesterday.
Jannah- *Wake up* Your bus-stop is here.
Me- Nevermind, I lazy change bus. (I don't remember saying this till she reminded me just now, I was too tired)
After that, she alighted at her bus-stop. I continued sleeping all the way, till the bus driver came to woke me up. The most embarrassing moment, EEYERR!

Then I slept from 10pm-1oam, cause during the camp I slept less than 2 hours thanks to Norlyn! Oops, kidding!

I love RPWST ttm!

Today went to run errands with my brother, after that met up with Huda at Queensway. Accompany her since she wanted to buy things, talked a lot. And hey I'm not thinking of it already ok! Heh.

When something is new to us, we treat it as an experience. We feel that our senses are awake and clear. We are alive. I want to give more, love more and live more.

For you, I give you pancakes.

2009-06-11T02:26:00.002+10:00

Thank you girls for the surprise photo shoot as a birthday present! I was being drag down to novena just for that "What a grand dinner" HAHAHHAA! Tv & pris left after that, clubbers! :) My favourite people with dinner and photos and yes I love all of you okay.

Yay i took circle line back home. Happy like I never take a train before. Will upload everything on fb soon!

K, off to soccer camp for the next 3 days! :)

I might as well just do this alone, seriously.

2009-06-10T12:03:00.007+10:00

Call me crazy. I went running early in the morning w my brother cause I can't sleep. And he was watching soccer. We were running halfway through and I went to ate McFlurry early in the morning. And thanks for telling me everything will be fine. Love you black boy. :)

It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets inside me and rips me apart. It's like an invisible barrier pushing us further and further away from each other, until we've become so distant we can't hear one another anymore and by then, it'll be too late. Why do I try so hard at this, trying to keep up that hope that everything will be okay in the end, as long as I don't give up. I guess I'm not even worth that effort. I'm a fool.

There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how.

K, I'm meeting my favourite girls(9!) for dinner later on.

Bounce bounce!

2009-06-10T01:54:00.003+10:00

A year ago, the frequently weekends ride trips we made has never been forgotten. The fun, laughter, jokes. Cycle down to JalanKayu in the morning today. I have faith that no matter what, it'll always stay the same with us, because I love you guys! ♥

Last year, I don't know which specific date.

I guess it just wasn't meant to happen. And absolutely confused, like spinning round and round. I'm sorry.
K, i feel like going cycling like right now.

Before my hearts decide it's time to love again

2009-06-09T03:07:00.002+10:00

I believe we all have pride that we don't want crushed, and so even if we're guilty, we'd rather not admit to it. We'd rather not lose.

I closed my eyes and breathed in and out along with the gentle sighing. It was as though I felt that I was being push away. I feel totally lost and I don't know what I should do or how I should react. I don't even know what I'm supposed to think or feel anymore. It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. Hate this vicious cycle.

Goodbye.

Take it all away.

2009-06-08T00:55:00.002+10:00

Spend my Sunday afternoon catching up with Clarissa. It's always heart-warming to meet up with her. Barely 3 weeks, this girl had a interesting life back haha! I told her my big secret, and she started laughing. ♥

#Every time I thought I'd found the answer, but I was wrong. It grew from a simpler crush, I want to know. I'll be there for you.

Diva La Futbol

2009-06-07T21:13:00.006+10:00

Diva La Futbol at Kallang Cage yesterday. Most importantly, we'd fun kicking balls and screaming when shasha was up on the stage. I love the team. :)

The idiots came to find us and slack after that at town for a while. And I went back home.

"Every game is a big game and I see every opponent we play as a big contender."
-Kristine Lilly

2009-06-07T02:58:00.001+10:00

It's strange, everything about you completely disrupts the small amount of sleep I can get. I don't know. You did not say it first and neither did I. If only I could have the answer. I hate the feeling. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. :(

Kick you upside down.

2009-06-04T04:05:00.002+10:00

Glitz Award. I love Republic Women's Soccer Team!

Busy like Bee this week. AHAHHAA!
Tuesday- Soccer training, followed by Tampines for dinner.
Wednesday- Match against U14.
Thursday- Adventure Learning center.
Friday- Soccer training.
Saturday- Diva La Futsol at Kallang Cage.

Weeeehooooooo! :D I can't believe I'm talking nonsense online with the idiots.

One place.

2009-06-01T17:19:00.001+10:00

Done w 1* Kayaking course for the past 2 days! Heading to school for Glitz award and town after that to chill! Holidays! There was just too much fun up ahead to put all in one place!

Burn Burn Burn.

Update again! :D

Dance all night long.

2009-05-30T02:31:00.000+10:00

Sp campers at Woodlands Sec campfire. Here are some photos.

Will update again!

Level 1 instructor, yay!

2009-05-25T21:56:00.001+10:00

I made it level 1. I've just come back from training camp and I've realized being a camp instructor is not as simple as you think. Hearing people views from different backgrounds/age which point out to me the flaws in our teamwork. K, Outdoor adventure is the bomb!
Interview-I keep messing things up I'm sorry I need to learn to think before. Other than that, I'd fun with the trainers.

One star kayaking course soon!

Upcoming...
Tuesday- Physical elite test
Wednesday- Training
Thursday- Woodlands sec campfire.
Friday- Training

I have faith.

Wishful thinking

2009-05-21T22:45:00.000+10:00

I know this space has been exceptionally boring.. ):

Yours truly have been spending time at soccer field. I'm busy with soccer trainings. Training is the OMGZZXZ to ttm, intensive. K, game tomorrow. If the year 1 gets to play for 5 mins, it's great.
Being barely 2 weeks, it has been amazing, funny, loving, hilarious, happy moments.... Yet, Tired tired tired, I need sleep. K, I love you girls!

Cheap thrill on sat but I'll away for a 2 day 1 Night training camp to become a camp instructor. Fun hee^^

I'll be back soon with more details.

2009-05-17T21:42:00.000+10:00

Listen, kid, there is a thing called retribution, or karma. If you're going to continue climbing our heads, I doubt you'll understand anyway. . Kill you, or anything. I think pride needs to be shoved aside and humility really has to come into play. No one likes being told they're lousy at something, but if you are, you are. Accept it.

This town, city is alone.

2009-05-15T00:21:00.002+10:00

Yesterday soccer training was running running. 2 rounds for warm-up, 8 rounds the track. After that, played full field like the last more than 40 minutes! It's time to train back stamina again.

Considering between soccer or touch rugby? Rugby trials is end of may, and there's coaching clinic this Saturday morning. Mhm...just 4 months and It's over.

Sleep is good. Sleep is teleportation to another world. . Everyday I just wanna sleep until I'm satisfied. K, I miss taking photos.

Life is a disease.

2009-05-11T22:32:00.002+10:00

You guys are getting on my nerves, the faces, noises. I was aware of everything—sight, sound, the feel of the cold air that I noticed was blowing against my face, the deceiving voices coming from everywhere. Those uncanny laughter's of yours.

2009-05-09T15:27:00.006+10:00

I am exhausted.
Yesterday was a draining day. I really hate the problem based learning & on & on.. Annoying facilitator. &*%$

Whoo slap me I went for soccer trials in the evening. I know right! Haha part of me says just do the soccer trials, another part says just whack all the balls. Played a 45 minutes game super fun kicking the balls! Training next Wednesday.

After trials, went to Gardens met up with my favorite people. Late dinner last night was great. Chilled at gardens and yt fetched us back home. Out for 17 hours.

K, my dream car.

Fuzzy fuzzy fuzzy.

2009-05-07T01:20:00.003+10:00

Most importantly,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CINDY!
I hope it wasn't that bad a day after all. Sneak into her house and surprise her. Love you ttm okay. Don't forget that we're always here for you. :)

Love you girls like cookie monsters! It's always great to see them and make me smile, laugh. :)

Catch on your own.

2009-05-05T22:45:00.006+10:00

I like to stone. My lips like sugar. I like to stone. My lips like sugar.

Because you've turn into madness.

2009-05-04T22:46:00.001+10:00

School was a slack as usual. And I hate the spitting distance away from home. Met up with Priscilla and Wen li after school at compass. Surprisingly, they were doing their coursework in the library.

And beside, the vast spread of the Flu, as stated in the newspaper. It's a joke on Facebook?

Technically, this isn't exactly what I am. "You died you fool" But when you realize you contract w the flu, you are making yourself a liability by revealing to everyone. Word.

Rock and roll at chalet.

2009-05-02T01:29:00.000+10:00

Back from town with Jess. Kenneth came to join us. K, no photos. Had fun laughing with them from ps, Cathay, Rochor Rd.

Yesterday early celebration for Xin Hua 18th Birthday.

Last train home.

2009-05-01T14:24:00.001+10:00

K, short update. Tuesday module which is Science. Screw the facilitator for that module. Gym after school.

Town on Wednesday with Kenneth. Madness, both of us waiting nearly an hour for each other when we were at town. K, it happens when phone ran out of battery. Bought stuff from art friend, trained down to amk for late dinner at astons. Rachel came down and chill for a while. And back home.

Gave school a miss. Town in the noon with M to get presents. Back home to change and off to Xin hua chalet. K, photos will be up soon. :)

Will be meeting Jess at town again for the third time later.

The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.

2009-04-28T12:53:00.000+10:00

I forgot to click publish post yesterday night.. Chill at the library w warriors playing cards, Wii. Blog again when at night. :)

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Past/Present? It's beyond the past, beyond time, with no memories and no future. There was nothing but sensation, thrilling and swelling, and the sound of fabric as my mind wonder with numerous questions. Well.. a photo say a thousand words.

Finally, FOP Photos!

2009-04-25T13:20:00.000+10:00

Day 1 & 2. Practically all the 40 games sessions.

Here comes the exciting part-last day! Seems like clubbing uh!

Credits to the photographer: Benjamin.

♥ The warriors- FOP'09

Short update.

2009-04-22T23:10:00.003+10:00

About time to move on to school life...
Up most, school has been fun with everyone but yet subjects taught are really boring to the mxm. It's presentation practically everyday in class and there's no homework after lessons end. Oh well, general subjects.

After lessons today, went down to the library cafe to slack with sports science mates. Talked crap among each, catch up with each other lives. Miss fop days with them.

And- We've join volunteers activities:
-Recruitment for volunteers for Community Sports Festival 09
-Maybe, a research project for Badminton strokes for year 3 students.

Oh well, I love being a sports science student! :)

Best of all.

2009-04-19T21:40:00.003+10:00

Students of School of Health & Leisure.

School is starting tomorrow, and I'll gone in 5 months time. :( And give me more critique and comments at my Flickr. Thanks!

School of health & leisure is the bomb! :)

2009-04-18T01:59:00.001+10:00

Republic Poly Orientation Camp'09 (SHL)

For those of you who don't know, I was at rp orientation camp for the past 3 days. And no, drop all preconceptions that rp is a lousy school or any other negative comments. Why? From what I'd experience, it's great-school of health & leisure, the spirits of everyone is awesome. It's a get to know each other session, and of course have fun. Everyone wasn't in a gloomy face but active in a way.

The first day was already great. The event wasn't much of talking but moving around the school with games(Cup challenge) outdoor/indoor till 5 plus. The outdoor games were the best, everyone was participating. Power-pack group, warriors! All of us are from Sports and Exercise science.

The second day was the continuation of the games till lunch time.

The last day was the best of the best, seriously. It was a try run of going to our class meeting new classmates from varies different schools. Had discussions here and there.. After that, we went back to our own respective groups. Chill, had lunch together. Practice war-cry, ripple domino a couple of times. Here comes the exciting part, which stirred my spirits up the most. It was Jam & Hop with all musics & lightnings. Our group was dancing/shouting all the way at the back with some of the student leaders. Great, awesome...

And then, now I miss everyone. I'll grab photos from the professionals camera and post them up soon on my blog.

Watch out for this space here...

From entrance to exit.

2009-04-14T00:33:00.001+10:00

Today has been a pretty decent day w Rach, Kenneth, Yt. Assemble at 930 at bus stop to Tampines one(Notthatgreat). Walked around/lunched/shopped. Caught Fast & Furious4 at E-hub(Awesome). Trained down to town, they guys left to their respective places. Left both of us- went to Fareast and shopped. Mingle around wisma since R is gonna work in the evening. Great from start to end after all. I've never been relieved to stop shopping.

Last night I dreamt that you held my hands as we ran.

The Hawaiian alphabet only has 12 letters

2009-04-12T23:47:00.000+10:00

My first typography, another form of visual.

On clear nights I look to the sky and my eyes search for those sparkling stars. I watch as they shimmer and twinkle, as though conveying a secret message around them and to me. Seeing them brings me a sense of comfort, I feel different.My guiding light.

Feel the pressure of the random Bbq.

2009-04-11T14:51:00.001+10:00

Yesterday was good Friday and it was well-spend. Lunched at Ikea with 2 idiots working at courts. Went to church for Evoke which was great especially Funky 3. After that, went to Sunrise Ave to find the girls for the random Bbq. Started socializing with another group of 20s who were drunk at the next bbq pit. Cabbed back home at 1 plus.

Much love, xoxo.

Told you before that big girls don't cry.

2009-04-08T13:34:00.004+10:00

Dental-ed yesterday. After that, Clarissa came over my house and we started recording videos. Fix us please. We were getting cranky taking up to 4 videos. Even Indian dance, haha! But, here's one...

Hang on, just 5 minutes( It's not the song name)

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Initially plan for today was to go shopping early in the morning but Jen changed to a later time as always. Play me out again! :(< But I can't, meeting K for a while later on.

The Offspring - Kristy, Are You Doing Okay?

2009-04-06T16:13:00.000+10:00

There’s a moment in time,
And it’s stuck in my mind,
Way back, when we were just kids.

Cause your eyes told the tale,
Of an act of betrayal,
I knew that somebody did.

....

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won’t bloom,
Winter’s kept you.
Don’t waste your whole life trying,
To get back what was taken away.

Regret taking out my braided hair this mrng. Cause it was vv itchy. :( Going to meet the girls for late lunch at 5 plus.

For those who're wants to know...

2009-04-05T23:04:00.000+10:00

Here's the details of our trip for those who wants to know. I've reply those at Facebook, here's for the taggers.

Plane tix- Valueair( $188)
Accommodation- Free (It's Jess parents friends' apartment hotel at here- Novotel )
Allowance (Watersports, food, shopping, + everything elese)- $200-$250

Additional 40 dollars for cleaning service, chauffeur, utility,breakfast.

For White water rafting, we use Alex Olympus camera. And for snorkeling, we paid SGD30 for their photo-taking service including videos.

That's all unknown.

Welcome back to Sunny Island.

2009-04-05T02:59:00.000+11:00

Here's the summary of the trip.

Day 1- Touch down at Bali around night, dinner was good and cheap. Reached accommodation, huge and beautiful. Cam whore around the place + cards games till 3am.

Day 2- Watersports such as, Flying Fish, Parasailing , Banana Boat. BBoat was the best with bumpy rides, boat overturned. Lunched, walk around the streets, sunset, dinner by the beach. Back to Airport to fetch Jess Mum.

Day 3- White water rafting w Rapid waves. Watch a performance at (Idontknowwhatit'scalled), the chanting of the music was vv funny. Had dinner after that. Played "True/Dare" game. Check out the videos on Facebook esp Kenneth + Jess! HAHHAA!

Day 4-Went snorkeling in the middle of the sea. Fed the fishes, corals beneath. Followed by wave boarding, many attempts failed except for Jess. After that, massage, breading of hair. Back to the accommodation wash up, and back to airport.

Here's the group photos + the snorkeling photos. The rest are up on Facebook! And waiting for more to upload.... Total more than 1000+ photos.

Here's some snorkeling of everyone in the water.

Today met up w the rest to collage all the photos over at Jess house. Vv nice house, found out that someone is attached! HAHHAA! Head over to town to watch Movie(12 Rounds) around 9 plus. :D Miss all the fun over there esp those beach boys! * Jiggyjiggy*

Much love, friends.