I'll do my best, to seek you out.

"If you were a hero, I'd choose you."

Have you been in love? It's makes into temptation/vulnerable. Your heart always feel heavy like you just'd a operation and someone new just came in and screw your life hay-wire. For 17 years, we learn to defend ourselves but that dumb person came in to wander around. Thy did ask for it? I don't know, they'll just smile at you. And at that moment, your life doesn't consists of you. It revolves two person, put it simple either soul mates/friends. At times, it hurts. Not your mind, but it's your heart. Love me or hate me.'

I remember why I now stopped talking to you.

(Edited: 10:48pm)
:( Annoying frustrated, mixed feelings. I don't like the way you're now. It's a 360 degree revolution. I'll just keep this to mysely. I'll just bear with it. K, I don't wish to be online anymore, I'll rather go watch tee-vee. (I'm not amazed.)

***
Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures on, need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it resonates
It's time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I'll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, and not impersonate

I tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don't go my way
I'll still carry on and on just the same
I've always been strong
But can't make this happen
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
I'm so tired of running
'Cause I need to breathe, I want to breath you in
I want to breathe you in

I'm going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock, I'll never be
Because I won't let them take me

Took a while to see all the love that's around me
Through the highs and lows there's a truth that I've known
And it's you.

***
it's time to study.