Before my hearts decide it's time to love again

I believe we all have pride that we don't want crushed, and so even if we're guilty, we'd rather not admit to it. We'd rather not lose.

I closed my eyes and breathed in and out along with the gentle sighing. It was as though I felt that I was being push away. I feel totally lost and I don't know what I should do or how I should react. I don't even know what I'm supposed to think or feel anymore. It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. Hate this vicious cycle.

Goodbye.